You know the thing is that is quite funny. . . Life is funny in that way. There are many things that cannot be explain like that. You have to live them in order for them to make any sense, and even then they just don't.
I'm in a particular predicament and it all indicates to one thing that I should do. I'm afraid and too tired to do it. At this point he just doesn't seem to save face at all and bluntly abuses me. I am in an abusive relationship in every extent of the word. A victim by choice indeed.
All I know is that there is a God out there and I have to have faith and hope that something great is coming. I am not meant to be here. I am not meant for this. I am meant for greater things and for awesome achievements. This is just a bump on the road to success. I WILL get there and that is the story.
