06/22/11

Birthday's Eve                      2:48 PM

   So, it has been a while since I've gotten more than 12 hours of work, now thanks to the laziness of a co-worker I took over her shift of 7 hours putting my total hours for this week at about 21 ( hey it is a part-time).

   The spectre has done now back to her lair (FL) and she's left in the shittiest way, ditched chiyo and went to get high, then came back (at the request of Child) for like 5 minutes, to say that she got high and drunk and that it was Child's fault because she told him that she was going to do that when he was drunk.  The idiot gobbled that up and of course said " ah yea that was my fault"  in the first place, why do you need to do that when supposedly  you came to visit Chiyo, oh well what I can say is that what goes around comes around.

   So Chiyo's  birthday is tomorrow and I'm not sure what to get him, although I think I got an idea. I bought him before a Betta fish, but they all died (We bought line 3). I'm thinking in giving him a pretty one, his tank is just sitting on his bedside, empty. Perhaps this addition of a tiny soul that he  would have to take care will softer him a little bit (or so that's the plan). I might just go to Pet Co. today and pick a good one for him. ^_^! It's convenient that he works until 12:30 AM so that when he gets home he'll have his birthday present on his actual birthday ^_^!

   PS: I've been thinking in transcribing all this entries in blogger, though the issue is that is kinda difficult to type all this in my phone; I need a laptop ^_^!

PPS: Need to start on a strict diet regiment (abs are 10% exercise 90% diet) I have all the knowledge but lack of will, need to not think about it and just do it, need to get a better body soon.

06/16/11

Wondering Spectres            2:00 AM

  It has been about two weeks since that last entry, my work hours have been cut,  still I managed to still not gotten fired, hoping that when the boss's sister leaves I'll have more hours. ^_^! I'm kind of afraid of carrying my phone around because its expensive, but is so useful I can't leave home with out it=. Today I got the new unlimited plan, where i get everything (web, talk, text) little thing is that's $20 dollars more than the current bill I pay. Seems like a whole weeks paycheck is going to pay my phone *I need a new job* well as you can see from the title the "Wondering Spectre" has shown up  tonight, around 12:50 AM. We (parents, Capi and Chiyo) were coming back from picking up chiyo form McDonald's (he gets out around 12:30 AM) and we left his friend/manager (Ivan) at home and proceeded to come home; on the way home, my mom noticed a glowing head in the distance. Since my dad was parking at the time. The headlights illuminated this glowing dead, making the face of this spectre shine in the whiteness and accentuated its shadows. For a moment it looked extremely tall and full of sorrow, not to mention extremely CREEPY, to which I properly exclaimed "that's Creepy!" My mom did say look is Victoria, or her ghost is now roaming the house. Chiyo's eyes lighted up with confusion, surprise, happiness. Yep, the Victoria had indeed arrived from Florida un-announced, now I say that's nice, she came to visit Child, But for some reason I don't quite believe this is happening for her being so charitable, she has something going in for her. She could be sad/homesick or . . . she needs something hmmm... I went to shower and I overheard her talking to Child something about him "paying the way over there, and her paying the way back" Idk but sounds like the so called Christmas present that never came "I have an idea, why don't you buy me an expensive gift, and I'll get you one in return for Christmas" . . . Yup sounds familiar alright. Now I have just gotten out of the shower and I see that chiyo and her are no longer in the premises hmm... I wonder, could they have gone to Chiyo's ATM to withdraw all chiyo's money's hmm... I wouldn't be surprised if that actually happened I would like to say that I"m being exaggerated, that i'm being too judgemental but the sad true is that this person is one of those people that you just know what they have hiding, there's no depth/mystery to them (including today's trip). She mentioned on facebook that she felt like coming to NJ well lo' and behold, she's hither, 24hrs later. I wonder who's going to eventually pay for that impulse . . . and I"m talking about money hither. 

   You know I'm not obsessed over money nor anything is just that it seems unfair to  me that every time my brother works his ass off to get a penny every thing goes away so this woman can go and spend it with other guys. May be I shouldn't feel so bad, he probably deserves it for being  so gullible.  Is just frustrating, God help these children not harm each other, help my brother get somewhere good in this world, and this woman too so she stops extortioning others.  God please also give me patience and wisdom to act in your name to not do things I shouldn't do to help me be the guide of them and help me open the path towards a good place for my family and their loved ones, and my loved ones.  It's getting late (2:34 AM) more on this soon to come, hopefully and God-willing good news.

PS: Capi's bored, Father's tired and probably sick (too much work, not enough sleep) mother's desperate of being home, Marucha's working. Diana's doing  zumba. I'm still getting fat 135lbs 14%body fat :'( must work out. ^_^!

06/04/11

A Three-Month Re-cap        

   I haven't come back to you Octavious or whatever was the name I gave you ^_^! since last March, well this is pretty much what has happened, there's not much to say, pretty much same dramas as always. A pizza guy finally came to the Deli and is making that place a restaurant, I have become somewhat of a sous-chef and they're "teaching" me how to cook, to be honest they kinda suck at cooking but they know ho to manage a restaurant. Anthony and Dawn got fired, they don't do anything and complaint too much , so Eddie (pizza guy) fired them. We got new people which of course I had to train and now they pretty much are taking all my hours, my birthday passed, Marucha got or tried to do something nice the week before my birthday where Chiyo, her and other people would go for my birthday. Thing is that it coincided with interviews that we had for new jobs, which btw we didn't get. I went to the NYC thing and I had to pay for me, Child and Marucha, the other people were there but everyone seemed in a hurry to leave, Marucha's new shoes made her feed bleed, so we had to trade shoes so she could walk, and Chiyo left me because he had to go and play WoW with Victoria. Giovanni brought his retarded vulture-like creature of a bf and he was extra bitchy to me, we ate dumplins and then cached a train and a bus home, no one sang happy birthday to me and got no cake because we had no moneys.  On my birthday however I went to the movies with Marucha, and It was nice because for a miracle it was the only Tuesday I didn't have to work ( I was off on my birthday) The day after people in the deli said happy birthday and that was pretty much it. Chiyo is working at McDonal's now and sending 75% of his money to Victoria, he's paying me $75 whenever Victoria leaves him with some money for $300 that he pretty much took form me to give them to her, and Marucha is back home for the summer trying to deal with her mom and dad and trying to get a job. Capi is with me pretty much everyday, I have a dog whistle that actually has helped me train him, and we go to Ramsey (about 40 minutes away) to pick up child and he actually behave (the dog at least lol). I got a new phone that has proved pretty useful and has liberated me from Child's territorialism towards his computer. Child now wants to take over my phone, so no privacy for my phone I guess. I can now keep tabs on facebook on Child and Marucha and other people (yay?). Child keeps being an asshole to me, today he woke me up by kicking me in the back as I was sleeping. I forgot to mention that the week before my birthday he took my bike without my permission and gave it to Ivan and Ivan got hit by a car and my bike got pretty much destroyed. Ivan is fine, nothing happened to him but my bike got all bended, Ivan didn't wanted to file a police report so pretty much no one wants to pay for my bike. Child said that I should go and talk to Ivan about it but I"m like, why should I fix this? he should be the one fixing this freaking issue since he pretty much gave my bike to someone else to destroy  it point is NO ONE wants to take responsibility so that leaves me loosing not only money but my only method of transportation that I spent so much time in.

   on other news, Marucha's sister gave me a drawing of me, how I would look in anime form. In a way, the ideal me, in anime form. I'm pleased with he drawing and it made me slightly happy. It's still in the process of completion since right now is just a black and white sketch, its nice though, its signed by her.

   So far My only stable and ever-constant bundle of happiness has been Capi. I feel that sometimes I'm too selfish and just watch TV when he needs to get out and see the sun . Though this past two days I have redeemed myself by taking him out to run for about 10-20 miles ^_^!

   Mother fought with my Aunt, but hopefully is not a lasting thing, it doesnt'' seemed that way since they're now talking ore, thanks to the Grandma, Father barely sleeps because he has to go and pick up chiyo to work Marucha calls me everyday and Richard moved out for about two weeks, but today he has arrived oh great!!! *insert sarcasm here* 

PS. 3 days ago 2 military helicopters passed by the house and Child saw a transparent orange object flying the the house. 

 

03/16/11

Drugs and Sandwiches                           11:45PM

   So today I'm borrowing a flowy pen from Marucha, first time I'm actually writing on a writing desk.  It feels better than writing on no support at all.  So the thing with this kid from the deli came out to be nothing, according to him he was just kidding; yea right.  Either way, now I'm working with a weird kid by the name of Niko, first thing he said to me was "Do you smoke weed? Cause I'm trying to become a dealer" yea this kid is something, I smell issues. Hopefully though he's just temporary because I honestly don't want/can't risk it getting in trouble just because of a dumb ass.  When I was counting the money he asked me to let him grab the money so he could take a picture with it. My reaction was a solid "sorry I can't do that" he gives me a weird vibe, like he would steal money from the safe. I'm not being prejudist, I'm just cautious because I really don't want to be blamed for someones recklessness.  Dawn (40 yo bitchy closing manager that thinks she's 16) doesn't like him, and I have a feeling Anthony (Dawn's gay boyfriend) doesn't either "he's an oddball, and fucking weird!" said Dawn. As Marucha puts it so eloquently, Niko has received the kiss of death by Dawn. Meaning that one way or another he's getting fired.

   Chris, an ex-coworker from that same place came to visit and asked for a sammich called the L.C. (short for Luis and Chris Sandwich) which we invented (pretty much grilled chicken on garlic bread and melted mozzarella with oregano and ham) kinda disgusting if you ask me, but oh well he tipped me ^_^! and now he's working on an antique store getting paid like $825 per week as a base salary plus bonuses so sometimes he gets $1,000 a week. Lucky bastard! oh well meanwhile I'm hither because one way or another I really can't find good jobs due to my situation. I really need to go back to school and my brother really needs to start it.  Victoria is now leaving to Florida and came by today to pick up her ipod cable and yea... To tell Chiyo that she's leaving for graphics's design in Fl. I don't know but if you're Chiyo's best friend you could've mention that or give heads up but no, she just came for her stuff and said oh yea btw I'm leaving see ya, and left.  I try not to meddle but its kinda shitty from her part to Chiyo, oh well nothing for Chiyo to do about that I have the feeling (Marucha agrees) that she'll be back pretty soon.

   Marucha's still home for spring break and apparently now she got a haircut! (I needs me a haircut ^_^!) She'll be back on Saturday night and apparently she's bringing her bicycle with her so now we can ride to places "YAY!!!" I'm planning in taking Capi to one of them so he can run and exercise too, he's too lazy now and it's not good for a Jack Russel Terrier. Oh yea he keeps begging for food when we're eating.  He won't even touch his food just to beg *tsk tsk* oh well so far this is it for me. I have to go and work out before it gets too late. I wouldn't want to skip another work out day (I'm starting to feel flabby again). I skipped yesterday because I ran to work (2blocks) and to a bus (1mile) then to the other bus (.5miles) then to Barnes and Noble (2.5miles) and back. Total of about 8miles, which is not a lot but I'm so out of shape that it felt like it was. So I need to work out soon and find on YouTube how to properly tie a dog to a bicycle ^_^! btw Capi has a harness so I won't choke him accidentally. I would also go slow on the bike, since he hasn't exercised in a long time (my fault).

PS. one of my fishes is swimming weird and she's pregnant (yellow guppy) hope she'll be fine and my nephew's driving now, I feel that he looks older than me and I feel like an ageless vampire . . . life is GOOD!!! ^,..,^!

03/15/11

Updates and Lemons                        12:59AM

   Dear Octavious, yea remember your name? Well as you can tell my flowy pen is still at large, nowhere to be found and yes this is the second week of me exercising (giving that in total I have skipped four days it might just be a solid week of exercise).I've started a workout regiment that takes 60days and gives you a results of a year's worth of a work out.  This regiment is called "insanity" it's hard but not impossible, I'm sticking to it because Marucha and I both are in this together. Pinky swear and everything ^-^! since the second day I started to see results and it makes me feel a bit more happy (well that was grammatically perfect).

   My mommy, if I didn't mentioned before, has a broken ankle ( more like a broken fibula) but now after 2 months the cast has come off though she complains of a pain in her back now, its a muscular pain, she over exerted herself when Richard, Lord of Fitness as always tried to make the mother exercise and I'm sure that whatever he was doing was done wrong, I remember when once I worked out with him and I couldn't unflex my biceps for 15 days, mainly because I was stupid and I trusted him and I pretty much went too far and injured myself. I suspect this is what happened to the mother.  My dad seems so tired and bills keep piling up. He even asked me for a loan to pay rent and some food for the house.  I was mad because Richard never puts any money and pretty much just leaches out of us .  Though lately he has been most helpful and brought home some fruit.

   I went to a party at Sid's place with Marucha and it was fun.  Kinda lame but still fun ^_^! met new people some whiny-dislocated-shoulder-kid (faking a dislocated shoulder to get attention) and a fat kid that was nice and a bit friendly named Christian. Marucha was being hit on by this creepy kid named Frank(einstein) and by pretty much everyone  else.  Apparently one of her friends saw her drunk and sen her a text saying " I saw you and you were drunk lol" it was kinda funny. That same day we (Marucha and I ) went to the diner and read the newspapers (NY Times) over a cup of coffee and orange juice and french toast when all of the sudden in the news its saying that there's an earthquake in Japan, then a tsunami and I saw people dying live.  Common sight now specially if you lived by/in NYC on 2011. Either way those poor people should be fine now, hopefully. My cousin grandma just died and I got chased by a ghost not to say presence and sounds that we might think it might have been her.  She needs a prayer and a mass to rest in peace now. Capi is as a glutton as ever and needs a shower ^_^!

   we randomly got about 10 lbs of lemons so right now I'm drinking lemonade. I'm thinking on summer already lol.

   Marucha and I went to an acupuncture and herbalist school open house and it seemed to suck, too much money (16k a year) too much time (4years), that it might be better to just go  to grad-school for that money and get a PhD in that time. One more thing this stupid kid from work keeps texting me on my days off to cover for him (I should be happy that I get his hours) but hes so damn passive aggressive when asking me for a favour so for the past 5 days I've said no in one way or another (I'm out of the state, I have an exam, I went to the Dr. with my mommy). Today he sent me a text saying that he got diarrhea all of the sudden and wanted me to cover for him.  I told him (after 3 and half hours later) that, "sorry I couldn't get back  to you I was at the doctor's with my mom and I wasn't allowed my phone on and I hoped he feels better." so far no response though.  I'm just going to go to work like none of this happened, I'm not even going to mention it.  I just hope I don't get crap from him or anyone else.  I need the money now (electricity is $1000 right now).  Good news is that the father will start to work at his old job again, bad news is that he seems so tired.  I'm not letting him pay me back, though he could be nicer when asking rather than "LET'S GO NOW TO THE BANK!"

   Oh yea and by the way that Christian kid texted Marucha I just know he has other intentions he's just too nice . . . to me. :o

02/27/11

My Flowy Pen . . . It's Gone!          2:43 PM 

     It has been a couple days since the dog poop incident and I've been too tired to write anything. I usually write this on my bed.  Pretty much to summarize all; The Marucha went home for the weekend, which makes me have a room, I sleep in her bed, until she comes back today in a couple hours. I'm contemplating on going to get my haircut with Fredderik Fekkai, on 5th ave or getting clothes/cellphone. And if you haven't noticed, I lost my flowy pen :( Work has been interesting; just yesterday the owner of the place almost killed his super tenant from one of his houses for $29. It was interesting, they started arguing given that he was already angry because there was a delivery on Saturday that should've come on a weekday. then they almost resulted in a fist fight and I'm just there watching everything. Then when everything was over, the other worker was just there looking at me, and we started to laugh because the whole situation was funny.  As of right now I'm sitting riding in a van with the parents, the father got into an accident with an old guys  and our car's suspension got destroyed so now we have a new van that's comfy inside but super ugly outside.  I've named it the "skunk" because is low to the ground and it looks kinda pointy.  Winter is almost over and honestly it kinda saddens me.  I would love to have another snow storm ^_^!

  I also need to start exercising again because I'm feeling flabby.  people are going to come home, for the bazillionth time and I think I'm just going to be trapped in my room. ugh . . .  oh well that's it for me so far, till l8trz!!!

02/18/11

OH CRAP                          3:14 AM

  So today went pretty much smoothly with house mates. Not really any issues to report. Except that now I went to the job which now they're making me wear a stupid hat due to my beautiful hair :P It kinda makes me look like a terrorist so today I shaved my beard thingy that used to define my jawline. Now i look younger and my face looks more round, which is not flattering :( I look more androgynous again...

  At night I took Capi for a walk and as we were passing a house there was this creepy Peruvian  guy staring annoyingly at Marucha and Me from the window so I kinda figured that he was keeping an eye on Capi so I pulled Capi close to me so he wouldn't poop around that place. So we passed that house and then all of the sudden I see this shadow. It was a person obviously calling me, so Marucha and I started walking faster and faster, but then this woman started "shh-ing" and whistling and at one point she was saying "mira, oye" I don't know  she annoyed me because she followed us halfway  across a block to tell me that Capi had pooped in her stupid property. She  even said that the poop was hot?! I was going to  tell her if she touched it, but I was too angry at the false accusation that I felt I wanted to punch her so I told her, "why don't you  go and tell that to all the other people that live on this street that also have dogs, how do you even know my dog did this! ..."  pretty much I freaked out on her until she pretty much left and I kept shouting at her. I never do that to people but I think that all that happened just got to me (not to say the fact that she chased me half a mile to tell me that). I felt so angry that I was even planning on grabbing all the poops of the neighbours and just dumping them in her stupid property.  I kept thinking about that for a while so I then decided that I would take Capi home and I would get some bags so I could tell that woman "where's the fucking shit you're blaming me for? I don't want to be blamed for something my dog and I have not done, next time you do this I will freaking sue you for slander!" So I was determined to go there and ring her doorbell and just tell her off; when I reached the place I realized that Capi in fact  had pooped by her property. So there I stood wit a bag in my hand and the poop in there  steaming due to the wind at the chilly night. then I said . . .

                                                  "fuck her she can pick my dogs shit if she so desires."

I would have picked it up would her stupid husband not be staring at me in the first place; or that bitch not have followed me across the block to blame my child and me.  So now i kept thinking about how much I hated that woman, meanwhile I just hope I don't get sued ^_^! Capi shall remain in my property for a while. . . until this cools down a bit, and if I take him for a walk I'll take him on the other side of this street just to avoid stupidly annoying people like her and her stupid husband.  Now thinking about it; I think those people are the parents of this kid I went to middle school with.  Oh well, they're still assholes!

  On another note I think I might be out of a job pretty soon. The restaurant might be close for about a month due to a stupid brick oven (to make pizza) that might be getting constructed. I'm getting flabbier by the minute and Marucha is going to the school's gym tomorrow.  Makes me want to go to the LA Fitness tomorrow and get a membership, only problem is that it's a billion miles from the house and to get there it might be a workout with in it by itself so I'm thinking it. Since I might not have a job also, I might not get an iPod touch either. Seems like I'm not destined to have nice things.  On the other hand I played the lottery and of course I'm going to win so I shall be there with a bazillion dollars to follow what I want and stop living paycheck after paycheck! I would be an apple person ^_^! . . . and a singer . . . and travel
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