I feel as if nothing really has changed. It seems as if the only thing that changed is that we are doing the same thing except that we are very aware of it all. The jealousy thing is still very present and the mooching is definitely very very present. I'm so physically drained and tired. This makes me so . . . TIRED. I thought work was the one responsible of me being so drained of all energy, I realize now that it's all because I'm still dealing with this whole thing. Even as I type this I'm nodding off into overthinking my situation with this 'relationship.' I'm going to bed. . .
Truth is . . . I'm going to bed to overthink things and then feel frustrated by his happiness on his games, in more than one way.
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