The Bubble of Non-Reality

 Today I'm typing this entry from a public library.  Sitting here and listening to music on my phone as I type on a public computer and people walking around me, the smell of coffee and fresh made espressos, and the smell of the humid and cold air of December, makes this a very enticing environment to just sit here and type all day. ^_^! Ironically is much more comfortable to be doing this rather than at my house.  It's pretty early but as an university campus should be there is people in the library actually doing work. I have yet to get myself to get another job.  My last job is gone and now I'm here unemployed.  I have been looking at things but I'm not sure everything is just not paying enough and they expect you to give them your soul like "part-time" jobs that are supposed to take just a couple hours from your day but end up consuming your life.  Mainly because the hours that they put you to work are impossible to maintain a life.  For example one shift on Mondays might be from 3PM to 8PM but in the mean time you could not do anything else for the other days because the schedule changes every week so you never can make any plans or get paid enough, yet this people expect you to be able to be there on-call and never able to pay well enough for the overload of things that you must do for them.  Things like this is what a lot of teenagers have to go through in order to pay their expenses since many parents cannot do it for them anymore.  The economy in itself is a delusion of prosperity, the national debt has reached an impossible limit to pay now and the system has been designed to fail.  Yet millions of people still taking advantage of the credit system are making the global economy go into a hyper inflation that will eventually consume the fabric of what the US prides itself in, money.

This bubble of reality that the media and everyone lives in is making this world look towards a gleam future.  point is for now . . . I need to get a job and try to co-exist in this bubble as well as I can possibly do.