I hate that I have put myself in this situation. Literally my life is all running. There has been time for everything but definitely no time for myself. I have been trying to finish this post since August and now is January of 2020 and I'm finally writing this. I keep keeping busy and not really doing anything. . . trying to please everyone and not really making time for me. It's time I get to care more for myself and let all these people deal with their own shit and be more assertive and in a way a bitch to be able to say NO. There's that thing I need to learn to say and its a very firm NO.
So... NO!
I have to do this for myself and make sure that I don't get lost again for someone else. This time is all about ME.
