Sitting, Waiting, In a Bank ... a Post-Christmas Reflexion

Bank's Vault is so "Christmassy" 

So I'm currently in a bank, came to help chiyo resolve an issue with his account, but it seems that he'll b hither for a while so I wanted to post a bit on this blog meanwhile.
Well it seems that there's a lot of people in the bank today, mainly because new year's is coming so they're trying to get all their transactions ready before they close until 2012. Aparently the world is ending then so oh well lol
I keep seeing people coming and depositing tons of money which makes me think "where do this people come up with that much cash?" I've been thinking that perhaps starting a business might be the best thing for me to do, I am tiredof working for stupid bosses that don't know how to manage a business, treat customers and overall mistreat employees. Perhaps is best that I run a business myself and make more than miserable 2 dollars a week and killing myself over it. If I'm running a business for someone I'm at least in need of a freaking raise (perhaps 3 dollars a week :p)
On the bright side my tax return will b coming back soon, hopefully it helps me a little bit...
I have faith that God had something stored for me/my family we WILL be in a better financial situation than the one we are in now. As they say "God squeezes but he doesn't choke" ...ironically with all the debts and things that are happening I don't feel worried at all, optimism? Perhaps but also maybe is my subconscious or faith itself telling me that something better awaits us :)

The Bubble of Non-Reality

 Today I'm typing this entry from a public library.  Sitting here and listening to music on my phone as I type on a public computer and people walking around me, the smell of coffee and fresh made espressos, and the smell of the humid and cold air of December, makes this a very enticing environment to just sit here and type all day. ^_^! Ironically is much more comfortable to be doing this rather than at my house.  It's pretty early but as an university campus should be there is people in the library actually doing work. I have yet to get myself to get another job.  My last job is gone and now I'm here unemployed.  I have been looking at things but I'm not sure everything is just not paying enough and they expect you to give them your soul like "part-time" jobs that are supposed to take just a couple hours from your day but end up consuming your life.  Mainly because the hours that they put you to work are impossible to maintain a life.  For example one shift on Mondays might be from 3PM to 8PM but in the mean time you could not do anything else for the other days because the schedule changes every week so you never can make any plans or get paid enough, yet this people expect you to be able to be there on-call and never able to pay well enough for the overload of things that you must do for them.  Things like this is what a lot of teenagers have to go through in order to pay their expenses since many parents cannot do it for them anymore.  The economy in itself is a delusion of prosperity, the national debt has reached an impossible limit to pay now and the system has been designed to fail.  Yet millions of people still taking advantage of the credit system are making the global economy go into a hyper inflation that will eventually consume the fabric of what the US prides itself in, money.

This bubble of reality that the media and everyone lives in is making this world look towards a gleam future.  point is for now . . . I need to get a job and try to co-exist in this bubble as well as I can possibly do.