This is the Christmas season but more than ever I just don’t feel the alert of the holidays like I used to. I’m extra broke and tired af. 

This little gnome garden thing should feel magical but it just pisses me off.  The corny colors are so un-Christmasy more like a Bengali house decor. It looks dingy and ghetto. 

The one thing I could count to make me feel good is coffee. Specially in small containers. It brings some comfort and warmth that is hard to find nowadays. 

This is my holiday spirit in a cup!

(36F mostly cloudy)